I don’t wanna think nor turn into a psycho bissshh! She bothers mee..
everybodies talking like they know you
but it ain’t like how I do;
can i be wrong too?
you say you’re king
but you’re just a fool
playing it like you’re cool
looks only last so long
and who knows why I made this song
and stood so strong
fantasizing that we belonged
but i was so wrong
maybe friends was the best idea, all along
please, don’t give me attitude
don’t be so rude
because this ain’t even all about you
but everyone around you
who loves(ed) you
care(s)d for you
now,… try to re-evaluate YOU
God only knows
that you don’t run the show
so you go with the flow
tryna be, part of the crowd
you saying “me me me”
but they saying “we we we”
but as mankind, we forget who died on that tree
so we can be free, you see
you say you’re the best
and there’s no contest;
but it’s all just a dreamy quest
so take a little rest, from this mess
and i’ll show you, Jesus
who freed us. Trust.
is this where the healing begins?
God, I really need your guidance.. I cry for your guidance.
I’ve been acting how I don’t want to be acting; I’m not who I am so far.. The past weekend monthly’s have been a struggle and I don’t want it to be.. I’ve never seen my body and emotions act up so much; but I won’t let it take the best of me.. Self-Control *notetoself.. 32843437<3
I’m raining.. I hate being on my period. I don’t like it when people tell me one thing and do the other. I dislike that I feel clingy; I may be manipulating my own mind. I wanna be free from all this emotional thinking… Idk what it is. I need affirmation that my trust isn’t being used or being taken advantaged of. That’s what I’m scared of, but who cares? Things just seem fishy; beating around the bushes.. not answering my questions directly. Laughing because I’m being sarcastic when I’m half and half not sarcastic.
No! I don’t need a break; I need affirmation. Thank you.
Reminder to self: Think Fruit of the Spirit; Galatians 5:22
Lord, I need to trust you!